turn to for me because i relate SO GODDAMN much to some of the sounds and sometimes i like to sit down and make a good song just because. music is nice and i love it for everything i have but sometimes its a little much for music being one of my only main escapes. im done ranting.
music is such an escape for me and it helps alot because alot of the music i listen to is something i relate to but sometimes thats not enough so i make some shit show distorted ear rape beat to completly crush my ears and block all thoughts that come to mind so i dont have to over think every single thing. honestly i know there is something wrong. its been like this for 6-7 years and atp im used to turning to music as a drug that only works for a couple minutes-hours. after that im stuck with my thoughts because ive done listen to just about every genre. music is still the best thing to turn-
also im a really bipolar person and this song shows how one minute i can be fine then the next everything is screwed up and im having a mental breakdown. or just being super pissed off. normally its, im fine one minute then the next i am fucking sobbing everywhere. i dont know whats wrong with me and making this song was confusing. because i didnt completly know what to make. i hope anyone who reads this understands. goodbye and untill the next song :D
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KVRMA
turn to for me because i relate SO GODDAMN much to some of the sounds and sometimes i like to sit down and make a good song just because. music is nice and i love it for everything i have but sometimes its a little much for music being one of my only main escapes. im done ranting.
KVRMA
music is such an escape for me and it helps alot because alot of the music i listen to is something i relate to but sometimes thats not enough so i make some shit show distorted ear rape beat to completly crush my ears and block all thoughts that come to mind so i dont have to over think every single thing. honestly i know there is something wrong. its been like this for 6-7 years and atp im used to turning to music as a drug that only works for a couple minutes-hours. after that im stuck with my thoughts because ive done listen to just about every genre. music is still the best thing to turn-
KVRMA
also im a really bipolar person and this song shows how one minute i can be fine then the next everything is screwed up and im having a mental breakdown. or just being super pissed off. normally its, im fine one minute then the next i am fucking sobbing everywhere. i dont know whats wrong with me and making this song was confusing. because i didnt completly know what to make. i hope anyone who reads this understands. goodbye and untill the next song :D